.Flowers on Frames, Dots on end.

I don't wanna go through this life
Without you by my side
And I got it all worked out
In my head here's how it's got to be

It'll be you and me
Up in the trees
And the forest will give us the answer

It'll be you and I
Up in the sky
It's a combination for disaster

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Today the praise song was "Jesus You are my best friend, You will always be..."

i remember a long time ago, i had an invisible friend, and his name is none other than Jesus... i mention again, that was a long time ago... whatever i felt, whatever i went through Jesus will be the very first one to know... id whisper to Him under my breath how i felt, when i was sad id cry out to Him, had stupid conversations with Him and even buy presents for Him on His birthday, which OBVIOUSLY was on christmas day... that was the past...

thinking of it... it was quite stupid..hahaha! but the relationship was so real to me, it felt like it was just yesterday that it all happened, and it felt good, it felt secure, it felt like i could take on the world.

Well, many a times these invisible friends of our childhood fade away when the angsty teenage years set in and where invisible friends seemingly just are lame stuff that typical children go through, and being all "grown up", invisible friends just seem to NOT FIT IN if u ask me..

Thinking back, i want that closeness again... where EVERYTHING i do is about Him, is about how He feels, is about Him knowing me more and i knowing Him more.... though now He's not going to be the INVISIBLE best friend.... He IS going to be THE best friend...

i wanna start buying Him presents on christmas!!!! i wanna just have cute mini arguments with Him again and again!!! i wanna just cry out to Him just for fun!! i wanna have the childlike faith once again....being all grown up now... it feels like acting like a child is immature... but, its a different thing altogether when its childlike faith.

"and nothing will ever change that."

Adieu 10:08 PM***

HEY-YA

You can never rise up higher
Than when you stoop down
To help a child.

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