The very most u could do was to tell me everything's gonna be alright.
Grace just got her funky cool blue blades today called christy! the WHEELS are hot stuff man! hahahaa! i want one too!! *stomps feet and pouts*.
anyhooooos... my old blades are so old they, they, they are rusty :(
This is as good as it gets. :)
And btw jas.. this is my ENGLISH dragon. hee hee... he is handsome!
and yisheng.. this dragon is NOT EVIL. NOT EVILLLLL..... he gave up his life for his human friend! seee yisheng... he is a sacrificial!!!! HE"S NOT EVIL. :D
Arent they just lovely!!! love love love love love...
And thanks yisheng for the drumming lessons!!!Was studying at yisheng's place, and his cottage look-a-like house is just soooo cosy! and his house is filled with everything cute from precious thots. like... dreeeaaaammmm house... yisheng taught a few more drumming stuffs which is so fun!!! i would wish to have a drum set now and my "cancer complain camp" that lives upstairs can complain their hearts out for all i care.. and this time it aint no dog... its DRUMS. *growls*
last night, the girls had a talk, (joo u should be around!) and really... i DO WANNA GET MARRIED YOUNG. YOUNG YOUNG YOUNG. GET THE HINT?!?! YOUNG!
This vid is a MUST watch.. MUST MUST MUST watch...
*Pls propose to me like this... and dont die in the process either.. or i will cry.
Then we went on to talk about studies and future... and really, yes i do wanna study, but at the same time get married! then how like that!?!?!?! plus i wanna do SOT, SCA and get my PHD by 30!!!!! yeah.. im thinking its impossible too... but ive got an almighty God!!! so how like that... and plus i wanna sing and heal and build my orphange.
seriously.. how much vision can a human hold, how much can one human body achieve... and where will my kids be, if im singing and healing and running an orphanage?!?! will my kids BE LIVING IN THE ORPHANAGE!?!?!? i hope not man.... hahahaa!
i need money... who doesnt...
i want my license, i want my blades, i want drums now, I WANT TO GO MISSION TRIP and holidays.. hahahahaaa... GOD HELP.
i realised something while studying last night, though im bad at math and never really liked it... i think math is addictive, especially statistics.. its like ADDICTIVE. u just wanna keep calculating and find out, and when u get the right answer... all those long long long long mathematical steps seem so worth it. it kills time in a worthwhile manner, and it makes u FEEL SMART. HAHA!
I LOVE MATH.
to ike: thanks for fixing my keychain! u make me feel like everything's gonna be alright with you around! :)
to joe: thanks for the lovely pouch.. i simply love it! and thanks for the vid!!!
Kristos Kai Kosmos.
Dr A.R Bernard is so amazing your mind just gets blown away by him. This man is walking wisdom and IS very encouraging indeed, and really DID and can empower.
Things that i was super impacted was...
Love is NOT an emotion, its a choice! and love is centered in the will and not the emotions! which is very true... u CHOOSE to love, and not just feel it, cos sometimes u feel love, sometimes u dont, but u got to KEEP choosing to love that same person, then the love will last!
Another one is .. you are limited in your life, to the knowledge u have in your head and the content of your character. knowledge translates into authority! so if u wanna be a great great impactful psychologist, i MUST study. and study very hard.
The kingdom of heaven has come upon you, means that the future has come into the present! and we, as the children of God are empowered to do that! yay! so cool to bring the future to the present....
You cannot lead the people u fear.. so dont fear people. bigger is He who is in me than he that is in the world!
ignorance is weakness which is stubborness which is refusal to be taught.
All of humanity exists in the creation of God and the holy spirit is poured forth on all flesh! meaning EVERYONE, saved or unsaved, the holy spirit is around!!
and ten million other stuff which johnny will share more thoroughly.... i wanna go for the last session!!!!! school has taken away my chance of attending serivce!!! ARGH!
AND i want the happiness book!!!! *HINT HINT*
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anyways... HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE!!! hope u liked the surprise and the company... u know we love you... :D and nice swimming with you...
grace, joo! WE ARE THE LADIES IN THE WATER NOW.... jas has left us ....JASMINE TAN. where is the sisterhood!?!?!?
and joo: is your pants ok? *blushes*
Liz: the "cake" was BEAUTIFULLY DONE dear! and tell me how much is the stuff k?
i need to make a wishlist section. cos now, the items that i want are growing quickly. at first i needed nothing... and now.... im not that satisfied a woman anymore.... hahaa!
"My first love forever You will be..."
My first joy, the world can never take from me..."
AMEN!
Star Wars has never been this cute. Introducing.... "pretty fly for a jedi..."
And sadly! and cant find the dancing part for a life less ordinary, but i found something else... which is a trailer instead, BUT with a Nickleback song which ive been searching for years... ok.. maybe not years... but aiya.. its a nice song.. with Ewan McGregor TRAILER!!! and he looks soooooooo cute in the movie!!!! yay!!
A life less ordinary is a movie on how a poor poor cleaner kidnaps the daughter of a rich boss and they fall in love in the process with the help of two crazy angels. The show actually doesnt make much sense if u have seen it. but its thoroughly about love, and truly, love doesnt make much sense either. so enjoy!
And the main aim of why i wanted to find stuff on ewan mcgregor is to hear him sing!!!
its a down with love video!!! his voice is sooo good!
If u aint a romantic,
then the JEDI one is a MUST SEE......
If i had three wishes right now, id wish for a forth male head... cos this family doesnt really have a loving leader, and my mom happens to take over that role which aint right at all! but anyways, its so rare we, us three, get to take a nice pic together and im starting to miss my sis... though she might be the bully but she's often my protector too... and i love her!
She's the one that said..."you'll never be alone, cos you've got three others with you, God, Jesus and the holy spirit!" which i happened to remember for life...
The second wish would be, that stacy would live forever... i mean, she's theeee most perfect dog.. other than looks, which i have no idea what happened to her genes she turned out like that, but her character makes her soooo sweet and beautiful and i dare to use the word perfect on her... God oh God please dont let her die, or my soul will be crushed....
The third one would probably be... that my kid will turn out as cute as the young boy below... of course, i was TRYING to get acquainted with him.. hee hee.. see the FORCED connection...
i wanna roller blade, i need to loose weight... oh help.. i need a miracle to finish my assignment by tmr...
*grumbles*
Roller blading on national day!
and this is the only pic taken by calvin.....
Then yesterday, we had a REALLLY interesting and exciting road trip on the police infested roads of singapore, and driven around by under age looking young and innocent grace.......and a larger than life car, for her size... driving 5 young noisy nuts around could kill all of us in the process...
she IS stressed out... trust me... while the 5 of us are making so much unhelpful noisy while we were lost somewhere on the way to JURONG, instead of our destination.. town...
Passengers cannot be fully seen, but the size of the car can! passengers are..... me, jas, calvin, chris and johnny! u cannot imagine how noisy the car is...notice the distraught look on calvin's face.
johnny: Sorry johnny! i made u miss LOST, and we were really lost! so its more exciting right?!?!?!
and at the slightest glimpse of town, look at how our babysitter grace, is smiling in relief... :D
Thanks Grace for the exciting ride of our lives...
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Joo: ok joo.... thank God u didnt come, cos the movies were filled, and you'd probably WOULD regret coming out with us. HAHA! but u might have enjoyed the road trip and experiance being LOST with us too.
Cousin bao jie: Kel thought u were mom. HAHAHAHAHA! cos mom is kimmycheong.
Kel: Kim's my cousin, Kim's my mom too. HAHAHAA! the one that tagged is COUSIN. mommy doesnt know how to tag. and mommy doesnt know how to blog either.
Joe: so sorry joe!!! i owe u a present also leh.... *blushes*
all the love and joy and tears... hahaha....
CHC has come a long way! and this family is still going on strong... :DMany fail to see the tears of those that build this church, and i for one, definately appreciate the love and effort, and had never seen such a love for God being expressed out of simple and ordinary human hearts, and truly u'd know, that this family DOES love God, and they dont talk the talk, they walk the walk.
:D
Fly me to the moon
Let me sing among those stars
Let me see what spring is like
On jupiter and mars
In other words, hold my hand
In other words, baby kiss me
Fill my heart with song
Let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore
In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you
AND, according to joe... roller blading makes your legs BIGGER... not slimmer!!!! how like that how?!?!!?!
anyways....the movie -hard candy- is soooo..... i seriously think it should NOT even be up as a movie.... BUT the company was great! :):):):)
i may very well be the odd one out... -_- but arent they sweet!!!
IVE GOT THE SONG in the movie lake house, SO NICE. SO SO SO SO NICE. AHHHH!!!!
Come get from me, grace and calvin... hahahahaaa!
And FOP is a few hours away!
Time to praise Him!
"Im very sure, this never happened to me before... i met you... and now im sure, this never happened before...
....Now i see, this is the way its suppose to be.. i met you.. and now i see, this is the way it should be....
....So come to me, now we can be what we wanna be... i love you, and now i see, this is the way it should be..."
REMEMBER OUR TOPIC OF what we would want our daughters to learn when they are young........
we only talked about daughters.... but guess what... if we have sons... then we can let them learn drums!!!! then they can be cool drummers and they can set up a rock band!!!
TA DA!!!!!!!
how about that guys? how about that........... hahahaha....
Just..
what if....
What if... it WAS started out by God..
But the timing just wasnt right... or, rather we should have waited.
i guess many have this in mind.
Lake house is just a movie.. now i must drill it once again in my mind... its just a movie where two people didnt wait, and one died... but they were given a second chance, by God or by time, or by what ever that was in their world... and this time, they waited...
i officially spoilt the mood of those wanting to go and watch.. hee hee sorry ah.... but aiyah, even after knowing the story, its still worth it to watch!
i wish that second chance would come, and not by man made chance this time, but this time by God.
"You never know, u never know... how can u say u know God's will, when
His ways is always higher than ours.. how did u know, it isnt from Him.... it
doesnt mean sometimes things turned out bad, means it wasnt
from Him, cos we were so sure... we WERE so sure.... how can u be so sure this time... it isnt from Him "
This world is a broken down place, but it doesnt mean God isnt the one who created it. from the looks of this world and how evil it has turned, i might say maybe this world didnt even start out from God. but there is the beauty and the love in this world, thats shows, God DID start it.. cos it started out beautiful, it started out perfect... Man spoilt it.. but we were given a second chance...
Every moment felt so right, esp the last sweet moment, body mind and spirit, it felt so right, every word u said, i wished so much time could stop and it would last forever.
When u always have something within your grasp, apparently u dont treasure every single bit of its presence, until u realise its not within your grasp anymore and maybe when lady luck stops by, you'd have a glimpse of a moment again, a moment which u used to have everyday, and treasure it with every bit of your strength. And from then every day, you'd wish and you'd pray, to see if lady luck stops by again, maybe in dreams or in reality, you'd have the taste of what feels so right once again. and even if its in dreams, its enough to treasure...
If u noticed, when put together, we were all joy and laughter, when seperate, though its only by distance, we were all broken.
i hope it felt right enough for you, to think whether its God's will..
perhaps not.. cos its just a movie.
"a new piece of canvas i pray, and this time You, hold the paintbrush.."
i dont want to be the only one clinging on, God pls give me amnesia... or give me the strength to know, what to do... cos i know, the healing of time will come, and when it does, send someone to steal my heart once again.. and this time stand up to the test of brokeness... to a love that will last, no matter what.
***This world was never meant for one as beautiful as You.
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i could use a lil lovin.....Went to watch Lakehouse today... and its officially the sweetest show...
Its on how two ppl are stuck in different times when they know each other, but weirdly they can communicate through letters, but in a different time zone... and no matter how tough it was for them to ever get together, they tried so hard... and keanu reeves apparently waited soooooo long for her and he didnt give up though she gave up halfway!!!
and he said... "dont give up on me".... but the girl did!!! the girl did!!! its so heart breaking!!!
She said "let me forget you, help me to forget you..."
why would u give up on the one u love!!! why why why?!?!?! but ended up the girl changed her mind cos she realised she truly loved him... hahaha... so of course it was a happy ending.
And through the show, she said something on how "its just a book, its not gonna happen.." cos their waiting and hope was based on a storybook within the movie...
and now im saying, though i do wish it may happen to me, i do wanna wait, i dont wanna give up, but... its just a movie..
its not gonna happen.
"someone pls come and steal my heart away, if not tell me, or give me a sign...i wished the email was true, i wished it so much to be true... i wish so much you'd remember, i wish so much you'll know, i wish so much that you'll know, every word u say i wished it were true, esp the word "forever", cos i meant my every word... "
joo u were right, on why should they use the word forever, when somehow they know, it might never be true... and im on the same side, when it comes to id rather them not saying anything at all. no promises, no false hopes, no broken hearts, knowing that it may not happen.
Oh God give me strength. to be a child once more, and carry me... to put my full weight, my everything, in your hands, and trust that you wont release me.
