Then we headed on the Kitchener... to meet my distant cousins and granduncle!! And their three lovely bulldogs!!!
Hey ho Niagara....
Everything's all settled now and dad's gone back to indo.. and Toronto is the greatest place to be!!!
Anyways, everything was in a rush.. and ive got alot of things to say to most of you people which i didnt have the time to.. so ive decided to do it here..
Grace-You're a tresure to me, as much as we get angry with each other at times, you're always the one putting me first and looking out for me. Definately i know with you, im going to have a friend for life, to back me up, protect and look out for me. You're someone i know thats going to stand by me even if i screw up big time, someone selfless, someone to trust. Sometimes you're too honest for your own good... hahaa! but thats what keeps you pure.. and thats what makes you beuatiful.. Thanks for loving me the way you do.
Liz- To me, you're the kindess person ever, with the purest of heart, and when u love, you REALLY put your whole heart into loving someone.. so im lucky im getting the love. You've grown so much stronger and i can never be prouder to have you as my best friend. You've taught me forgiveness and having a big big heart for people who mistakes. and truly, many have let you down, and you still came out strong and loving.. so liz, God's going to love and treasure you for that, and i do too!!
Yisheng- Thanks for your sms at the airport, it was the sweetest thing.. you've always been a good friend to talk to and confide in.. albeit your cool demeanour on the outside, you've got the best heart on the inside and wisdom far beyond your age... so i believe you're going to do great in life, go for what you want in politics or mass comm.. which ever i know you're sure to succeed. :)
Jas- You're someone i wanna grow up to be like.. happy aye? Im touched by your strength, im touched by your love, im touched by your selflessness, im touched by your ability to look after 10 million people even when you're weak. Life's never been fair to you, but you always take on life with hope and a wide pretty smile. I wanna grow up to be like you. And you know what, i'll bet you'd grow up to be a darn good kick ass beautiful mother with beautiful kids and have a great life ahead. God wont shortchange, and i'll definately still wanna be part of your life in the next 100 gazillion years to come.
Joo- Hey love, you may not know this, but eveytime you call, you make a difference in my life. You make me feel that im needed and you make me feel that im here for a purpose. As much as you confide in me, you're encouraging me as well.. I love the way we can talk about anything under sun, be it serious or not, we always laugh about it. And thats the beautiful thing about you, because no matter what, the laughter brings back hope into whatever troubles we face, and your senseless ideas of doing stupid stuff makes everything bright and beautiful again. You're a hope giver, and i'll bet the people you've touched on your mission trips know that.
Chris- You're the friend that stands at the sidelines watching and noticing.. but would always swoop in to come help me when im in trouble. You're the friend that i know would always be there by my side, silent but always present no matter what.. and i love that about you.. i love the way u are able to always miraculously appear by my side when im in need which always puts a smile on my face. i love the long walks, i love the chats, i love the way you'd always try to be happy so that you'd cheer others up. Thanks for always being around. And see you in buffalo new york!!!
johnny- You've always been bubbly and passing your joy on to others no matter how tense situations get.. You've always been the joy provider and definately brought alot of happiness into my life.. You always try to give and not take, always sweet, always trying to help at the expense of yourself. You've been a good friend to me, making sure im safe, making sure im alright, and i know you're going to find your way in life, and be someone who helps and who gives.
Kj- You're the one that makes the effort to contact me, to ask me out, to treasure the friendship and for that i treasure you even more. We dont see each other often, but everytime we do, all you do is make me laugh, to make me forget my problems and to take me shopping with you. hahaa! And well, your speciality is obviously to make people laugh like crazy.. and scratch and leave marks on people once in awhile. heh. i'll always treasure the times we've spent and the joy you always bring to everyone around you.
Wanyi- Although ive met you for only like one two years??? the first time i said hi to you in class, i know we're going to be friends for life... not just best friend of the year okay.. you've help me in school so much more than you know, and i always feel so comfortable with you i can be as crazy as i want. I love it when we share stuff with each and run around town eating and abit of shopping and eating again. I guess the best thing that monash brought to me is you. :)
Joe- your's is in your card. :) heh.. i shy here..
THE END.
Pictures will be up soon when i really have time to sit down and upload..
Ive been unpacking and buying stuff for the apartment.. and i even have time to see the niagara!!
Alls well and good.
I miss you guys.. BIG BIG TIME. i wish u guys were here to share everything with me. so people.. those who say you'd come visit.. COME VISIT K? if im not a good enough reason for you guys to fly over... then the SHOPPING IS.... HELLO ALDO IS CHEAP.
so yeah.. I MISS EVERYONE!!!!!!
Went to billy bombers with these lovely people that constantly remind me that there's love in the world.
The reunion brought back fond memories.. i love you guys so much!! Seriously, without you people, i would have missed out on so much in life, and i know ive made friends that will last a lifetime!.........
Moving along was joe's bday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE!!
I certainly hope the little morning surprise made your day!
I really hope u like the presents and all... :)Love ya!
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Then there's farewell tita... :(
i miss you so....
Finally my finished and fully healed baby tigers..
And that about wraps it up!!!
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Tita please dont go, please come home. :(
"The only way to feel your joy, is first to feel your saddness."
How freaking true.
As much as i know about whats happened to the korean mission team a few days back, after recieving the sms, i felt a sharp pang of pain and saddness in my gut.. i had to hold in tears while eating my lunch.. i mean.. can you imagine yourself about to die in like 2 hours ???
i dont know how true that particular foward message is.. but it really got me thinking..
There's alot to politics and warfare i dont know about.. but both sides are fighting for their own country.. for their own people.. so why cant they just not kill anybody!?!?!?!? WHY MUST THEY KILL SOMEBODY!?!?! i know its not all that simple... but why shed blood?!?!!?!?!?
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY...........
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I was in Kino today, picking out a book to buy.. then wanyi brought me to the psychology section where i can find true stories of abused, neglected children..
and i was thinking, if an abused kid were to ask me in future, with teary eyes, "why did God allow this bad bad thing to happen to me?" , then what am i to say?
i certainly know God didnt make or want something terrible to happen to His children... but why does it happen to small innocent children all around the world. One small traumatic incident can change a kid's life forever, alter a child's midset, set the child's course of life. i know through rough times, children learn to be stronger, and if they manage to heal, they'll be able to heal many others, and be great people in life..
Then is it that they are MEANT TO BE ABUSED so that they can help and heal others?!?!! must they go through the ordeal?? what am i to tell a broken child? that sin from past generations cursed this earth and now they suffer the consequences? That sometimes bad things happen to good people and good things happen to bad people?? That thats just life?
I know God is merciful and loving and its not God im angry with..
Its just that, what am i to tell a child why he/she has to go through rape, beatings, abuse from the ones that are suppose to love them?
i know im being emo... but aiya.. sometimes i cant help but wonder when i be a psychologist.. am i going to be strong enough to take in the brokeness of children..
