Monday, October 29, 2007
My DADDDDDYYYY started out his email to me by typing,
AWWWWWWW.. honestly im not used to my dad being all mushy and lovey dovey.. but im really lovin it! it just makes my heart tingle with joy. tee hee..
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I was talking to my uncle today, and i realised i have three routes to choose before hopefully ending up (with enough money) in india opening "my"/an orphanage (ahhh i wish)..
1. Child psychologist in hospital (not private practise, it scares me)
2. Child Custody Person (figure out which child should go with which parent in court cases)
3. Go back and do something about Sg's policies on institutionalizing "mental" people/children, who might not be mental at all but may have undergone abuse thus change in behavior.
but before all these.. i need good grades. pfffft.
Come on people, POLL, should i choose 1, 2 or 3??? i really dont know what i want now. :(
Studying here i come.
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I wanna decorate my place.. its tooo.. er, not flowery or happy.. i need more color and patterns.. i need a home decorator person. i suck at decorating.
i wanna buy scented candles. heh.
this is really random.
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Adieu 10:25 AM***
Hi beautiful...
AWWWWWWW.. honestly im not used to my dad being all mushy and lovey dovey.. but im really lovin it! it just makes my heart tingle with joy. tee hee..
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I was talking to my uncle today, and i realised i have three routes to choose before hopefully ending up (with enough money) in india opening "my"/an orphanage (ahhh i wish)..
1. Child psychologist in hospital (not private practise, it scares me)
2. Child Custody Person (figure out which child should go with which parent in court cases)
3. Go back and do something about Sg's policies on institutionalizing "mental" people/children, who might not be mental at all but may have undergone abuse thus change in behavior.
but before all these.. i need good grades. pfffft.
Come on people, POLL, should i choose 1, 2 or 3??? i really dont know what i want now. :(
Studying here i come.
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I wanna decorate my place.. its tooo.. er, not flowery or happy.. i need more color and patterns.. i need a home decorator person. i suck at decorating.
i wanna buy scented candles. heh.
this is really random.
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Saturday, October 27, 2007
HALLOWEEN club night ... and the drunkards.
Samantha and peter!
Coyboys and cops.
Claire and susan!
Susan...
Deniz!
Hailey!
TROJAN!!! Beduor!
Britney spears! April!
Steph, fifi, Catherine!
Summer and Yiwen!
Yo Ho pirate! Natasha!
SPARTA!!!!!!! josh fudge.
Michelle!
Spiderella , patty!
Alison cat girl!
Marilyn Monroe Fifi!!
Stephanie.. minnie mouse!
"I find it hard to tell you'
Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World "
-Tears for Fears-
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Movie outing after midterms.
The story of my desperate attempt to want a furry companion.
Then me susan and fifi wanted to be mothers to a ferret. After reading online on the needs of a ferret, we decided we cant afford to ferret proof our places.. so .. we dropped the idea.
Adieu 10:56 AM***
From left to right.. Catherine, marousia, me, michelle, aimee, var, patricia, hernando.
The story of my desperate attempt to want a furry companion.
I wanted to foster a dog called jackie..
Then me susan and fifi wanted to be mothers to a ferret. After reading online on the needs of a ferret, we decided we cant afford to ferret proof our places.. so .. we dropped the idea.
So i wanted to foster jackie again. and i called my landlady, to find out that... she said "no no, no pet (in a russian accent)." hahahaha! so.
no pet. :(
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
1, 2, 3, 4
Tell me that you love me more
i heard some sad, disappointing, brokemyheart news, to the point i find i feel helpless that im 10 million miles away and cant do crap.. so i hope this will, somehow, help. If u were to stand in front of the mirror and to ask yourself.. who is this person, is this person the true me? is what im doing now in my life reflecting the true essence of what makes me me? would u be able to answer? some of us probably might not even recognise the image that stares blankly back at us (metaphorically please, you would be a dumb ass to not know its YOU physically) and wonder why the heck we are doing the things we do now. Sadly, not much of us even know who we actually are, no direction, no nothing.
We do things blindly most of the time, not even bothering if our actions may affect ourselves or worse, effect other loved ones, dead or alive, u affect them all.
oh youth, recklessness.. im like that... but oh grow up.
Some of us give up who we really are, compromising and thinking we're never enough, so we take up other things to make up for our lost selves, like...perhaps being what others want us to be, instead of being all that you are. Or in another case doing things other people are doing, in hope to find another "self" to be, other than your own. Hiding behind alcohol or drugs, hoping to land up in a whole new world where the new YOU will be accepted, high and happy.. and ultimately know its going to come crashing down on you. So why take this route of infinite regress, where one downfall will lead to another.
I hope u get my message. Take pride in who you are, we're all not perfect, but we can understand our weaknesses to be stronger, not use our weaknesses as an excuse to do more retarded stuff to wreck your own life.
Then again who am i to judge... people go through the most sadistic things in life.. for every crime, there's a sad reason. I have no say in people's choices, but it doesnt give you a reason to not stand up on your two feet and live life being who you are, not someone else.
Sunday, October 14, 2007
LIZ, BALD.. HOW ABOUT THIS INSTEAD OF THE PEACOCK FEATHER?!?! can a not can a not?? is it nicer?Well.. there are a few conditions.. if i have money when i get back home and if joe is okay with it.. ahahaha..
After our philosophy test which cost me one nights sleep.. this is what happens..
Go over to Sim Yi Wen's place.. get a hair cut by your friend (after doing a poll on should or should i not cut my fringe).. then sit and watch disney songs on you tube for the rest of the afternoon... and still not get some sleep....
Adieu 3:08 AM***
Go over to Sim Yi Wen's place.. get a hair cut by your friend (after doing a poll on should or should i not cut my fringe).. then sit and watch disney songs on you tube for the rest of the afternoon... and still not get some sleep....
Sooo.. im back to being EDGY.. or so i like to think. this time i just didnt straighten my hair and color it black.. AGAIN.
Does anyone know how to wash bras?
i have really spoilt hair.
