The day was bright... the night was EXPLODING.

Went jamming in the noon, and i had a breakthrough record of getting ready in 30 mins without having ALREADY chosen my clothes as i woke up REALLY LATE... hee hee..

And Thanks alex!!! he's really helping me in my inferiority complex... thanks so much.. i do appreciate it alot lex. :) Jamming today was real good though!!! things went well, and somehow i knew God was there...:) the jamming crew were real lovely today too!!!!

INTRODUCING...








Well moving on... service was... was...erm.. no words could express how service was...

In fact before i went for service, i carried a burden with me, a burden that i didnt want to face knowing i would face it, i wouldnt know how to react or what to do... and when i entered the hall, the struggle to fight the tears was so intense i was just dying for service to start so that i can really turn to God in all his presence and just let it all go...

Worship was beautiful for me, whatever tears i had, i shed them till like there is no tomorrow, knowing that God counts them and puts them in a bottle, i lifted everything up to Him. i was so lost, i was in a place where, i was just desperately in need of that outpouring, an outpouring of His presence, an out pouring of healing, and out pouring of love, to set me free from this burden. And of course.. that was what i got... hahahaaa!

Pst Phil is amazing, He's so in sync with all that God has for him, and he passes it on with such power and strength.. and im so so so blessed by him.. indeed God has a word in season for everyone personally, and i cannot thank God enough for all that He has done tonight through pst phil....

Prayer indeed makes u see things through God's eyes, and when u've had that glimpse of God's perspective, nothing is ever the same again. For indeed God has given me a spirit of peace, LOVE and a sound mind, and of course i want to bear a sweet spirit, a spirit of forgiveness, of purity, of love. Dreams and visions were made real again, the singing, india, children, everything.. was refreshed..

The burden that i carried to church today, thinking i might carry it out with me, was gone. The heaviness of my soul was lifted, and i felt brand new.

Past mistakes were erased, past hurts faded away, though memories do stay, cos i doubt God will brainwash people, but i knew the love in me was renewed, as fresh as morning mists, and i knew i could face whatever i didnt want to face, with a new heart, and in fact i did. I came out of that hall today, truly alive again. :)



Adieu 1:26 AM***

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Than when you stoop down
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