Persecutions come like a flood in trying times... its tough cos its all about not breaking down and saying "i give up", but its all on fighting and leaning on the strength of God.. definately emerge was good, but what follows is a devil's wrath...as what pst said, the devil will test... and he IS testing...

studying is my only hobby for the time being.. i cant go out to enjoy or to have fun or to relax and to release the burdens and moulding that im going through, but its all for a bigger dream, and i know im getting there someway, somehow!!!

Today i met a blind friend, might be an angel i really dont know... but he was the sweetest old man on this planet earth.. we chatted alittle while i walked him to his destination. He was filled with a soft presence of the spirit, and as he talked to me, he was, SO ENCOURAGING. then later we exchanged names and he gave me his name card, and mentioned to meet up for dinner or something and he'd have the chance to bless me!!! so honored but then again of course i wont let him treat me.... hahaha!

Anyway, on his name card it wrote:

"walk by faith, not by sight"

Its the simplest verse ever... but only a blind man can bring out the essence of it. and only the touch of an angel would give u that boost.

for him, it was literally walk by FAITH not by SIGHT.. and that was exactly what he was doing... and it was kinda like a wake up call straight from heaven.. SCREAMING a verse to get me through the pains and burdens. indeed walk by faith and not by sight... if he can do it, i can do it too...

i was holding back tears as i seperated from my new found friend... i really do wanna meet up and chat with him.. cos he is the sweetest old man ever... he made me see that there is more to life than problems or tribulations, not looking at the things of the earth, but looking towards the things of heaven... with the eyes of faith..

Thank you sweet sir.
Adieu 11:40 PM***

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Than when you stoop down
To help a child.

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