lil cousin: knock knock
me: who's there?
lil cousin: door
me: door who?
lil coz: door that has big butt fly to the planet big butt! HAHAHAHA
(it doesnt make sense, but i love her still)

game:black magic

lil coz: lets play magic dark! oh, dark magic!
me: ok. tell me what u see and pam jie jie will guess.
lil coz: ABC
me: but thats not in the car and it's not an object.
lil coz: its in the car, once we all sing the ABC song!

ok... i mean, how not to love kids... how NOT TO?
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"to err, is human
to forgive, is divine"

Its definate that im going through major trails here... but thank God im still cheerful and still loving!!! the sentence above has been appearing to me for DUNNO HOW MANY GAZILLION TIMES. apparently its a sign. indeed to forgive IS divine, cos God is the expert at it. Thus if we think about it, how many of us CAN forgive and forget, seriously, not many. i know ELISE TEO is another expert at this. hahaha!

Elise, ppl may think u are one kind of a bad girl, but, no one can forgive like you do. and its DIVINE. :) ppl might have as CLEAN SKINS as they want, but their hearts are so stained, that not in their lifetime that they'd learn to forgive... right? love yah...

1 John 4:20 If someone says, “I love God,” and hates his brother, he is a liar; for he who does not love his brother whom he has seen, how can he love God whom he has not seen?

i MAY be away from the house of God, but pls, the bible is transportable and God is IN ME and the devil is stupid... anyway main point...

some ppl are like pharisees, they say they LOVE GOD and read the bible and worship him, but its all so superficial and their hearts are so unloving, esp towards their brethren, or say, the children of israel.. now, isnt that being a liar according to the word of God. and i definately dont wanna be like a pharisees...eeeeee... hahah... but then again, who wants to?!

im learning to love like never before, to get slapped on one cheek and turn the other side to get slapped again, if im slapped 1 time, i forgive 1 time, if im slapped 7 times, i forgive 7 times, if im slapped 700 times, i forgive 700 times. and God, increase my faith. (if u know the bible well, this is somewhere inside, go figure.)

Lex, u are one person that gets slapped one too many times, and yet u forgive like its nothing, well ITS NOT NOTHING, cos it takes alot to put aside slander and love one another. which lex, u do me proud. :) and God's smiling too.

my main reason for this whole part is that there are too many beautiful things in life to be bothered about stuffs like this, cos hatred is a heart wrentcher and it kills a person's soul, to bear too much hatred and try to think u can get along fine in life and feel good about yourself for disliking someone else, is so... not possible unless of course u have no soul.. so let go and let God! Reconciliation was Jesus's main aim, now what makes man think he can do otherwise. and to do so, even if its not your fault, GO SAY SORRY! and then will your offerings be accepted!
-Mat 5:23-24- this is the toughest... hahaha! but if Jesus can do it, so can we!

Officially my classes are on WED, SATURDAY AND SUNDAY.. there goes my weekends.. which is really going to burn my energy as it clashes with EVERYTHING FROM BIBLE STUDY TO SERVICES. thus.. devil u can test me all u want by making EVERYTHING CLASH TOGETHER IN A PILE OF BUSY HEAP, but even if i have to CRAWL to the house of God, i WILL.

see, the devil IS TESTING... *GROWLS*... and im trying and scraping through all of this, and as low as i may get to the floor, and as much as ppl may look down on me, step on me, kick me, slap me, slander against me and even when there is no answer when i call to Him, i know i'll make it through, cos all i have to do is trust Him.

tears burn like a flame, of the fire
and were took when it comes from an empty heart
then time stops like the hands of a broken clock,
and everything that lead up your life, is covered in the darkness
well I know I know
I feel your pain
I know I know

when the world is closing in, you're breaking down
you're crying out
when there is no answer when you call
just close your eyes, and know that
this twisted road eventually, is gonna lead you back to Me.

Even if it takes digging out my heart, I'LL LOVE like never before... and the joy of the Lord will be my strength in the process. :)




Adieu 10:02 PM***

You can never rise up higher
Than when you stoop down
To help a child.

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