For the only lovely person who can read my mind:
of course we will be.... forever and ever. even till death, we wont part.
like the way you can read my mind, and say the same stuff...
the same way, i know why.. somehow..
i know how it feels to say that last goodbye...
.................................
The thing i fear most has come.
and now i regret, with my life. i sincerly do. i regret not being there, i regret not listening, i regret not bothering, i regret not giving more...
...................................
There were so many signs.. and i had to be selfish, i had to sink into my own problems, i had to dwell in my own brain, i had to waste my time away... rather than...
if only i could...
if only i did..
if only....
but i didnt.
i hate regret. i really do.
Adieu 11:32 PM***