im not ever, ever, going to live for myself anymore..
no more selfish ambition. no more struggles of my own, no more hurts.
im living for others.
period.
Even if it takes not getting married, not having a family... im living for others.
my studies, my job, will be for children..
my ministry, talent, whatever, will be for the sick.
and thats that.
i totally dont mind being a lovely, successful bachelorette, running around the hospital with my white doctor's coat.
:)
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im really really ok.. hahaha.. its just a new resolution, to help myself, and to help others..
and it feels much better to make others smile.
love ya all!
Adieu 12:21 AM***