I don't wanna go through this life
Without you by my side
And I got it all worked out
In my head here's how it's got to be

It'll be you and me
Up in the trees
And the forest will give us the answer

It'll be you and I
Up in the sky
It's a combination for disaster

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Saturday, October 14, 2006

Never smile at a crocodile,
no you cant get friendly with a crocodile,
dont be taking in by his welcome grin,
he's imagining how well you'd fit within his skin.

Never smile at a crocodile
never tip your hat and stop to talk a while
never run, walk away, say goodnight not good day
clearly i will never smile at mr crocodile.

you may very well be well bred,
lots of etiquette in your head,
but there's always some special case time of place
to forget etiquette.

dont be rude, never mock,
throw a kiss, not a rock,
Clearly i will never smile at mr crocodile.

i just happen to love this stupidly cute song. :):):):):)

i realised that "dont make me lie to you" is the new catch phrase... thanks to prison break.. Its so awesomely wise to come up with it when u dont wanna tell the truth.. hahahahaaa!

Anyhows, cell group just ended, and it was about fulfilling your purpose in life and everything... ya da ya da... then..... it occured to me that of course im a far cry from my purpose if u ask me.. and ive been thinking, and also it dawned upon me i've taken so many things for granted... the people around me, people that i sincerly treasure, then of course God.

i remember the first time i recieved tongues, i was so afraid i might loose it the next morning. it was so exciting and crazily amazed if u ask me... but now, its like, almost like i dont need to treasure it.. i wouldnt think "what happens if i loose it".. and yeah what happens if its just gone the next morning.. i'll be so devastated that i didnt treausre it as time passed..

and if yeah.. what if all my friends are just gone, id regret that the last thing i didnt let them know is that i truly loved them and i sincerly treasure them. People dont think "what if i loose my loved ones", people just think "i'll always see my friends the next day" or "they'll always be around to meet up".. but just what if... id live to regret i didnt treasure every single moment, or didnt try to love them more... my family especially.

i also realised.. people dont remember good times, people only remember bad times, bad points of others... and its so sad... perhaps its a defence mechanism in people, to protect themselves from further hurt... but it kinda stinks that if that is the case, humans live their lives remembering bad stuff, and good memories just fade away, if not people dont take into account the goodness of others..

Very so often, we start out lovely with people, having good memories of fun and enjoyment, and of love, friendship love... then when something bad happens, no one takes into account the previous goodness that the person may carry, might not even remember the fun times, even if fun times are remembered, the true enjoyment of that memory is tarnished... even when forgiveness is given, that bad bad memory will just naturally block out other lovely memories... then people just live their lives, carrying tarnished good memories.. which is so sad...

But then again, every one has their own sad story, and people make mistakes. some times i myself judge people as "evil, mean, heartless, proud.." and all the other ugly vocabulary on character, but THAT evil person i judge, carries his or her own story to tell, has their own families, their own sadness, their own hope for the future, just like me, just like everyone else...

no one sees other people's lives.. no one enters other people's bubble.. no one truly steps in to feel how others feel.. the sadness, the guilt, the reasons why people make mistakes or make the wrong moves.. no one basically tries to enter the realm of others... we can try to understand, but entering into the person's universe is so much different.

to see what others see, how they see it, and their past, their history and what ever that contributed to make them what they are.. no one sees, no one bothers to reason.. and truly, no one tries to see the goodness of every individual. people only see/rememebr the mistakes, no one sees the reasons for the mistake.

Example: a murderer will be seen as cruel, but perhaps that individual had demented parents? a torturous past? no one showed him kindness, no one thought him right from wrong.. then is it fair to that murderer, that people call him cruel. im not saying a murderer can be excused for his deeds, but perhaps because others didnt pour love into his life like they should, and he has to reap the the evil that others sowed into his life.. how fair is that?

i wanna step into other people's silent bubble, a world no one really shares... no one really tries to explain, and understand reasons why people make mistakes, wrong choices, that hearts become hardened, and soften those hearts... yeah.. and truly feel joy and sadness with others.. to see the world as other people see... i wanna see other people's universe,
and help them..
MAYBE I SHOULD TAKE CRIMINAL PSYCHOLOGY!! OMGOODNESS! PERHAPS!

Adieu 12:00 AM
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HEY-YA

You can never rise up higher
Than when you stoop down
To help a child.



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