i just finished watching grey's anatomy...

it was just sad.. so so sad..

a train accident, and a pole struck right through two people, a guy and a girl, and they are stuck together with a pole right through their bodies.

Both people are alive and awake, and can even have small talk while in wait for their operation... the girl can even joke during the wait while the pole crushed through her spine, thus she couldnt feel anything at all. She was the livelier one, the happier one, the one with all the hope in the world...

and the doctors can only choose one to live...

When the doctor had to break the news to her, she had to go, she had to die..

how do u handle that.. when u are alive and joking, still full of life even.. knowing in a few seconds u are going to die... and she even asked the man she was stuck with, if he believed in heaven.. and of course he had to say yes! she was going to die so that he can live!

how are u going to live your life knowing someone had to die so that u can live.

After the doctors seperated them from the pole, some doctors attended to her, while others attended to the guy, but halfway through, they all literally abandoned her, to attend to the guy.. leaving her alone just lying on the cold and hard operating table, till she stops breathing and when they could state her time of death..

and there meredith was screaming her life away saying "we cant leave her to die" over and over again..

its sad how selfish life can get, and how hard hearted doctors have to be. to choose who gets to live and who gets to die..

how do u choose, for something like that, to say who lives and who dies?



Adieu 1:30 AM***

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