FYI, my drink's not alcoholic. well, whats new.

Ive just completed my last rush of assignments and now exams are gonna start. After exams, its gonna be a whole new kind of rush again... everythings a rush.


After exams though, i get to go to m'sia again to visit my lovely cute and cuddly cousins, then afterwhich im heading to dubai to visit by beloved sis, then hopefully, i get to go hong kong once more to visit my family friends there.


All these in preparation for my long leave to canada... and after all those short trips, i need to run around singapore to get my visa and clothes and what nots u need in order to study overseas. yes.. i dont think i can even breathe.


And in the midst of all those things, i might not even wanna leave in the end! Some internal conflict i have in my brain, as much as i seem like i wanna go (to joe), but i do lie in my bed and think about everyone i love and need (you people naturally know who u are), and realise their not going to be an hour away from me, its going to be 22 hours and an expensive plane flight away. i think about when its time to pack my stuff in my luggage, and i swear, im gonna pack and cry.. its like packing myself away...


Thinking about it, Its not like i can say, "hey lets meet at city hall!" and BAM, we're all happily together, taking photos, roller blading, hitting one another (okay, thats specially for yisheng), chatting and eating.. its gonna be more of like, eh lets meet at 8 pm on SKYPE. LIKE ... SKYPE?!?!

i might miss God knows how many weddings (most likely liz's since bald's so excited.. hahaha), how many births (lein, im waiting for the baby!!), how many... i dunno what other events to miss.... :(

But thinking about it agian, It was about 2 years ago when i saw a God given vision of myself in Canada (dont ask me how i know that), and i thought it was impossible... i mean seriously...but in the end i realised... never ever doubt God. And plus, he sends and blesses me to one of canada's best uni.... if He gives, He gives THE BEST to his children, and i sooooo agree...

You know its from God, when its the best you can recieve.