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Thursday, August 02, 2007

I recieved an sms from grace today, which really got me affected...

As much as i know about whats happened to the korean mission team a few days back, after recieving the sms, i felt a sharp pang of pain and saddness in my gut.. i had to hold in tears while eating my lunch.. i mean.. can you imagine yourself about to die in like 2 hours ???

i dont know how true that particular foward message is.. but it really got me thinking..

There's alot to politics and warfare i dont know about.. but both sides are fighting for their own country.. for their own people.. so why cant they just not kill anybody!?!?!?!? WHY MUST THEY KILL SOMEBODY!?!?! i know its not all that simple... but why shed blood?!?!!?!?!?

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY...........
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I was in Kino today, picking out a book to buy.. then wanyi brought me to the psychology section where i can find true stories of abused, neglected children..

and i was thinking, if an abused kid were to ask me in future, with teary eyes, "why did God allow this bad bad thing to happen to me?" , then what am i to say?

i certainly know God didnt make or want something terrible to happen to His children... but why does it happen to small innocent children all around the world. One small traumatic incident can change a kid's life forever, alter a child's midset, set the child's course of life. i know through rough times, children learn to be stronger, and if they manage to heal, they'll be able to heal many others, and be great people in life..

Then is it that they are MEANT TO BE ABUSED so that they can help and heal others?!?!! must they go through the ordeal?? what am i to tell a broken child? that sin from past generations cursed this earth and now they suffer the consequences? That sometimes bad things happen to good people and good things happen to bad people?? That thats just life?

I know God is merciful and loving and its not God im angry with..

Its just that, what am i to tell a child why he/she has to go through rape, beatings, abuse from the ones that are suppose to love them?

i know im being emo... but aiya.. sometimes i cant help but wonder when i be a psychologist.. am i going to be strong enough to take in the brokeness of children..

Adieu 3:27 AM***

HEY-YA

You can never rise up higher
Than when you stoop down
To help a child.

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