Tuesday, October 16, 2007
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Tell me that you love me more
i heard some sad, disappointing, brokemyheart news, to the point i find i feel helpless that im 10 million miles away and cant do crap.. so i hope this will, somehow, help. If u were to stand in front of the mirror and to ask yourself.. who is this person, is this person the true me? is what im doing now in my life reflecting the true essence of what makes me me? would u be able to answer? some of us probably might not even recognise the image that stares blankly back at us (metaphorically please, you would be a dumb ass to not know its YOU physically) and wonder why the heck we are doing the things we do now. Sadly, not much of us even know who we actually are, no direction, no nothing.
We do things blindly most of the time, not even bothering if our actions may affect ourselves or worse, effect other loved ones, dead or alive, u affect them all.
oh youth, recklessness.. im like that... but oh grow up.
Some of us give up who we really are, compromising and thinking we're never enough, so we take up other things to make up for our lost selves, like...perhaps being what others want us to be, instead of being all that you are. Or in another case doing things other people are doing, in hope to find another "self" to be, other than your own. Hiding behind alcohol or drugs, hoping to land up in a whole new world where the new YOU will be accepted, high and happy.. and ultimately know its going to come crashing down on you. So why take this route of infinite regress, where one downfall will lead to another.
I hope u get my message. Take pride in who you are, we're all not perfect, but we can understand our weaknesses to be stronger, not use our weaknesses as an excuse to do more retarded stuff to wreck your own life.
Then again who am i to judge... people go through the most sadistic things in life.. for every crime, there's a sad reason. I have no say in people's choices, but it doesnt give you a reason to not stand up on your two feet and live life being who you are, not someone else.
