i act emo only.
Ive got a new plan.
After my honors, i'll go back to sg (because i finally miss home), and hopefully if i score well, i'll skip masters, i'll work in KK and at the same time do my PHD at NUS (and get married after one year) which will take about 5 years, and then try and get as many connections on the way, and in about 8 to 10 years, i might be able to start my new school and name it "School for Mentally Disturbed Children- NOT", and transfer the children that have emotional issues in the mental institute to my school and show them da LOVE! How rockin hot is that!! wooo!
Anyways, someone slap me if i deviate from it. thank you many many.
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You dont get angry at me when i forget but i get angry at you when you forget stuff, you give me morning calls all the way from sg, you tell me everyday what you're doing while i leave u in the dark about my daily activities, and you still call me faithfully and lovingly just to hear my voice and to know that im okay.
I didnt tell you my timetable, u notice my schedule and note it down on your own on your desktop, you look after our neopet with such love and train it and buy it books to read (as much as its dumb that i still want to play neopets) , you're really looking after jose_marie real well... u decided you'd keep a dog next time just because i like dogs but you're afraid of them. You never scold me and tell me how to love, you show me how to with your own actions.
When i get pissed off or irritated irrationally, you calm me down, instead of getting pissed off with me, u help me figure my things out.. in fact you NEVER get angry with me unless im horridly horridly i mean reallly out of this world unreasonable. You wake up early in the morning just to catch me online, and i cant even wake up early to do the same and u dont expect anything out of me except that i love you.
i cannot believe someone this sweet just fell on my lap one fine lovely day, or that im even worthy of someone like you.. it feels like some love comedy.
I thought when i came here, we'd have so many quarrels, but instead, you were evermore so supportive and constant in your love, and its so much love even if i build a dam to stop it, it would overflow. when u cant get me you'd email me to tell me about your day, im surprised how well everything is working out and i acknowledge that you're the one putting in most of the effort.. i think you're some angel's kid (which means uncle charlie and Auntie Doreen are angels) ahahahahaha!
I love you, i love your whole family, i love your fishes in the fish tank, i love both your gentle grandparents, i love your cute cousins, i just love everything about you.
(well, if u cheat on me all these i take back) hahaa.
hugs and kisses. you're definately God sent. :)
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i want soft toy. NOW.
Ive been wanting to ask God this question, "why did He give us armpit hair?" honestly, of all places, why the sweaty armpit?.. adorned with more hair than our arms?
But i know God will never answer my prayer.. instead, he'd go <.>_<'> (joo-rolls eyes). sigh.
